My Home is Crumbling

I live in a 5th wheel RV trailer. It was supposed to be a winter home for myself and my guy as we were retired. Our plan was to go home for the summers. We made it one year – 2019. Sadly, on our way to the trailer in the fall of 2020, he fell ill and died before we got there. Needless to say I was devastated! I have been living in the RV ever since and it’s falling apart around me. I have spent all my available funds trying to keep it together. But now…all I want to do is GET OUT! I can’t sell it because I owe nearly twice as much as it is now worth. I will use the money raised to pay off the trailer, pay my sister and her husband back, pay all other debt, put first and last month’s rent as well as a deposit down on an apartment. I’m going to be 74 in a couple months but I’ll be in the job market as soon as I can get my home life settled and my arthritic hip fixed. Please have mercy on an old lady and make a donation. I would appreciate it from the bottom of my heart! ♥️