Healing after a tragedy

hi my name is Felicia Lawson I have. Been going through some difficult times hoping and praying for a breakthrough last year I lost my father due to a overdose of fentanyl 5 months after that I lost my cousin the same way i lost my father from fentanyl I feel like I was robbed losing a love one is difficult not only are u losing a love one but your losing yourself in the process I was a daddy’s girl when my father pasted I had to find out through the mail not one person tried to call me or anything crazy part I live in the same city as my father he was found in his residence on the floor with a pipe in his hand his body has been sitting a week or two before he was found is what I was told by the medical examiner his body was in the medical examiners so Long that they was going to cremate him but my sister was the one who received the letter about his passing we both reached out to them and was able to get his body had him cremated and now I’m left walking around with his urn around my neck and memories fentanyl has taken so many lives leaving the family devastated hurt and damaged the reason why I created a gofundme is because my of my father I am raising money trying to move out of the city this city is no we’re u want to raise ur kids I want to get out of California for new beginning fresh start and hopefully that will bring me some kind of peace if I continue to stay in this city it will only continue to hurt I’m asking if anyone have a heart please help that would mean the world to me I’m asking for help from the community fentanyl have to to stopped I have teenagers and I can’t afford for the streets to take any more of my family if anyone find it in there heart to help and support my go fund me that would mean the most to me San Francisco streets have robbed me in so many ways and they owe me I have reached out to the mayor office every since my dads death I just want answers help and to move away from their city I’m tired of walking down the street looking at people bent over and overdosing I can’t do this anymore I need the community help